The Reason You Can’t Stop Relapsing.
If you’ve ever asked yourself, “Why can’t I stop relapsing?” Or if you’re currently trapped in the unrelenting relapse then get clean for a while-cycle, pay close attention to what I am about to tell you
A Letter To A Stranger
I may not know you, and you may not know me, but I’m sure by the end of this letter you will obtain a greater understanding of who I am. Perhaps you will find that though we are perfect strangers, there is some common ground which we stand upon.
Addiction and Recovery
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Opiate Withdrawal And My Hellish Experience
Consider all of your greatest fears, that will be the material that is used for your tailored nightmares. Scenarios of losing loved ones along with making mistakes that can’t be undone play like a movie in your mind. Your body and mind desperately want to escape the withdrawal and the strongholds of addiction are aware of this. Persuading you to give up and give in through dreams of walking into a room to discover a heaping pile of free drugs, the one thing that can stop all the suffering. Contentment is finally reached as you experience the relief of “getting right,” only to wake up to discover it was all a sick joke. These were the moments when I often quit, looking back I clearly see the demonic influence behind it.
Addiction and Recovery
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What Sobriety Has Taught Me Thus Far
It seems like a lifetime ago that I was leading the life of an opiate addict. My life revolved around figuring out ways to keep the anguish of withdrawal at bay. During my addiction, I convinced myself of all the ways sobriety would absolutely suck. I had this idea in my mind that sobriety meant agreeing to live a life that was unexciting and uninteresting; Therefore, it meant being miserable. I am pretty sure that every addict has their own warped interpretation of what sober living means to them and I was no exception to the rule.
Addiction and Recovery
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